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Dec 16, 2002 19:57

A friends girlfriend today has said that she wants to kill herself but doesn't have the energy. I am reminded of me far to much for my own comfort. She wants to pound it into her head that she isn't wanted. But she is, she just has connected herself to one person so much that she can't see (or develop) any other threads to life. He at elast had ( Read more... )

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Please... ayellowoblit December 16 2002, 18:54:51 UTC

I would appreciate if you didn't try to analyse me when you don't even know me... It might not matter to you, but I find it a tad frustrating seeing someone I don't know analysing my life and taking things the wrong way. If you want to know me, you can if you want ( ... )

Re: Please... [Part Two] ayellowoblit December 16 2002, 18:55:50 UTC

Now, to clear this matter up, I did not sent him that picture. I put it in a a journal entry which he could see, but I had a link to it, and I believe a warming of its content, it was purely his own choice to view the picture, I was simply expressing myself. Now, as I said in a comment to your previous post, and I will say it again in hopes that you may actually remember it this time I was not saying that he deserves it, I was saying that I deserved it. Again, I didn't send it to him, he chose to look at it, and from the looks of it, even save it. Now another thing, I most deffinatly did NOT draw this picture to show him. It is called self expression, I was expressing my feelings at the tiime. I am not a very social person, so I express myself through my art, it is not a very uncommon thing to do. Lots of people express themselves in various different ways. I didn't draw it to make him feel anything, I drew it to express my emotions. Yes, I am blaming myself, no! I am not saying he deserves my pain, I was saying I deserve his pain. ( ... )

Re: Please... [Part Two] lyantra December 16 2002, 20:22:52 UTC

In a true response to this, I thought that is what I did too. But I found that it was for the attention. Maybe you will to. I can only comment on things I know ( ... )

Re: Please... [Part Two] ayellowoblit December 16 2002, 21:11:43 UTC

I know what I do is not for attention of others, if anything it is to gain my own attention. I do not seek or want others attention, otherwise, I would indeed be hanging around lots of groups of people ( ... )

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ayellowoblit December 17 2002, 00:22:31 UTC

And thank you!

Arch! the squeeblers come!