You don't have to read this one...

[lycanblade]

Things were getting better. I'm trying to keep my spirits up. I need a friend... and by that I mean one that is of a female gender and a nurturing nature. Tension is high right now and all I can think of to help me relax and stay on target without unwanted distractions is the care and compassion intended to sooth the soul that can only be provided

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[mr_smigs]

"woe is me, 11 months without sex" WTF...

first up, if you were that into miss perfect that she's you're everything, sex wouldn't even be on your mind.
with sex sex sex in the middle of your rant, you turn a perfectly stupud emo mope into a "dammit, i miss having sex with someone who didn't loathe me afterwards..." rant...

as for 11 months...
looking back, i can say... 11 months is nothing... it's 2 years later when you start back up and realize how trivial and stupid you were letting your johnson lead you around ... and i don't mean nate...

[lycanblade]

Sex has never been a priority though, especially with her. I had a few opportunities to have sex with her that I said no to because I knew that she wasn't ready. I only brought it up because it is sometimes difficult to tell if I'm interested in a girl or jsut attracted to her or if there is even a difference between the two.

[mr_smigs]

go long enough without, and you'll start to notice your priorities change....
then you'll find it easier to tell the difference between attraction and lust...

[anonymous]

*hugs* things will work out. hopefully you'll get her back. but right now, you need to get your life together.