So no I have not fallen off the face of the planet I just been busy with work and work and more work...im tired been working so much and just a lot of thinking been just either sleeping or just working my arse off just to surive ( Read more... )

so ya in the past weeks I been all gloomy due to the fact me trying to find a place to live come the end of the lease ( Read more... )

You know what I noticed when things get me down I hide and just bascially try to be happy and not look at the negative sides of things ( Read more... )

So what else to say I lost the chance for taking over the lease the landlord well lease to my other roommate not me. in his words you can take it over the little one has to get out ( Read more... )

currrent time 12:39 pm So yesterday cleaned the aparment for a bit then boredom struck went over to dracodinas and lupin at peace house to hang for a bit was not in the mood to hang out in my apartment much longer before I mauled my roommates ( Read more... )

So ya how long have I been talking about getting another tat a custom design non the less something that stands out

well got it and Iike it anybody else want to throw in there thoughts cause this is what I want but not so big shrunk down just a little


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almost 3 am and why is it me that decides to grab a burnt cd I made ages ago only to find songs on there that made me think mostly zug izland songs first one ( Read more... )

time is nearly 4 am in the morning....im starting to hate when im depressed I dont sleep I dont eat and I havent done either in a while ( Read more... )

current time 3 am I havent stopped crying I try to ignore my sadness but something always hits my head and I start crying I hate being depressed my worries about being homeless are now over I got the contract for a lease takeover however due to natural gas prices my rent is gonna be 950 at the end of october ( Read more... )

Ya got paid yesterday and I offically hate taxes had a 816 dollar check and with taxes I went all the way down to 684 dollars on my check but that is no biggie been saving up my checks and now have over a grand in the bank ( Read more... )