I'm tired and I find I have little time to think. Maybe this is the real world finally ( Read more... )

Life is hurling at me so quickly and rearing its ugly head in all directions. It amazes me and drives me absolutely insane. My mom spent probably 30 minutes tonight just looking for a pacifire for Bryce, which she never found. Why did she keep him up to 2:00 in the morning anyways? Ahh... I just feel like kicking everyone around me and screaming my ( Read more... )

My head is in a million places but refusing to stop at one single point. I've had so much to fill the spaces in the deepest crevesses in my mind. I'm finding out what a real relationship is and how to handle love. More so, I've learned more about myself than I ever expected. Learning to let go isn't as hard as I had expected. I've been kicking ( Read more... )

Life comes blaring by ( Read more... )

Its Valentine's Day... yay. My first V-Day with a girlfriend. Its strange and I thought I wouldn't know how to handle it but somehow it just seems like any other day. Perhaps that's because we our celebration this past Saturday. I got Monica a really nice ring; 14 karat white gold with an emerald cut mystic fire stone in an antique sort of design. ( Read more... )

Today is my 21st birthday. I feel old. Old like dirt. Something of a has been but more of a never will be. Its all downhill from here. Anyways ( Read more... )

I never knew a luh, luh-luh, a love like this ( Read more... )

Well, all of Jessica Vega's predictions have come true so far and last night was no exception. Now I'm just like everybody else in this live fast and die young country. I'm alright with that decision; in fact, I'm proud of it. I'm glad I waited until I was an adult with a girlfriend that is as patient, caring, and accomodating as Monica is. This ( Read more... )

I am just keeping my head above water, but not for long. I'll be glad just to make it out of this semester alive. I've been thinking about my future more than ever and I just don't see college in it... not for the next year or two anyways. I'm so tired of it. My father insists on me going to school, forces me to, and then gets so upset when I don't ( Read more... )

I'm finally off the market, and happily.