School is majorly stressing me out. Classes are so much harder here and I find it hard to focus. I never thought I'd say it so soon, but I really miss the suburbs. Semesters are so depressing. I miss me some quarter system and Georgia Military College. I just have to buckle down hardcore now and just get through it until December. I have a better ( Read more... )

What the hell is this? I keep contemplating what love and lust really is. Are they really two seperate entities or is there a grey area after all? You make me want to forget. You make me try to forget. Because of you, I try to be a better person. Its scares me so much how you remind me of my first and only true love. Can you fill that void? The one ( Read more... )

Hold me ( Read more... )

So, I spent the night with Monica again. This time around was a little more premeditated though. I even shaved aforehand, with no discussion of me staying there more than just a few hours. I'm so slick... literally. That woman makes it hard to not be affectionate. And anyone who knows me, they know that speaks volumes. As I so well put it to her ( Read more... )

"When the truth is I miss you ( Read more... )

"I came here with a load and it feels so much lighter since I met you. Honey, you should know that I could never go on without you ( Read more... )

"So if you hear me say that I believe in love don't make me feel ashamed. I used to sing the saddest songs and while in the meantime roaches used to climb my door. Falling back down to the floor. I used to read survival guides when my world was full of seven legged cats. But here a I am with eight more lives... I'm ready for the good times. I'm ( Read more... )

"Life is a mystery. Everyone must stand alone... No choice, Your voice can take me there ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I tried watching the Moulin Rouge (which just made me more upset), reading (which peaked my curiosity), and praying. I became so upset in just a matter of moments. I wish I had never even talked on the phone with my mom tonight. Its not that she made me upset, just what she had to tell me. Evidently my attorney has been calling the ( Read more... )

I prayed to God for so long ( Read more... )