well,i guess my last days as a teenager are coming to an end and im becoming a young adult.shit who am i kidding.anyways,i start my new job on monday,which im not ready for,i still that all kinds of shit about arthritis,and i havent done it,and went to the office like last weds to pick them up.for thoes who didnt get the memo i work for the ( Read more... )

                    you know,life is really looking up for once. I've been reading my past post, I for the most  part am a normal, winy, teenager. Its sad but, at least I know it.I'm always dwelling things the A) Don't matter or B)Are just Bad things. Never really find myself talking about the good things in my life. I really should. I'm going to ( Read more... )

so,its life as most,i really love this c.d.,maybe cuz it reminds me of the only time in my life when i fealt safe....its sad i rember,every moment of being in there,it fealt as if i where in there forever.i remeber,mom and aunt helen making me go for a "ride" with them,when we got to the hospitle,aunt helen got out of the car and mom told be i was ( Read more... )

so im sitting at home,nothing is happning.im really lonly.me and Ben(one of my many ex's and still good friend)got into a really big fight today.first of all he hasnt been calling me,and when i call him,he wont be at home and wont call me back,i wasnt mad at him for that b/c i know his mom hates me and so does his bro,and his dad is his moms little ( Read more... )

life is the same old same old,nothing much has happened,i havent tak to lawernce since the night we got back together,but who didnt see that one coming,oh well,jhon now has a crush on me and i dont really have one on him,i was over his house with val(his sis/my friend)they have a pool,and he just stared at me the whole time i was over there or if i ( Read more... )

yeah,so i havent updated in like for ever due to the fact that nothing much has happened in my life,still looking for a job,but hey me and lawernce are back together.ok so like the crazyest thing happened to me today,this guy that hits on me when ever i go to home town.saw me at the mall.he gave me a lift to the other mall and tryed to get me to go ( Read more... )

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yeah,so this is just fucking great,so yesterday i went over jesse's house.we hong out.cool.so he had to go to court and i didnt feel like walking home(my house is on the other side of town) right at that moment so i walked over to tiffs(2 blocks away)so,i went over there,and the first thing she said was,you were at jesse werent you?i said yes and ( Read more... )

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