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im in such a bad mood. im sad and im mad and its vacation and i just wana be happy right now. i hate familys. family. theyre supposed to be people to support you and care for you. well, people that care about are also supposed to be nice to you and care about your feelings. and i dont seem to get that from mine? yeah, my 7 year old sister. that's about it. my dad hates me a lot of time, even though right now hes actually being nice. my mom always hates me unless SHES in a good mood. n then theres a slight chance she'll be nice to me. yea she does shit for me and then afterward she uses it against me. "i do this this n this for you and u give me this attitude" blah blah blah. heard it all before. honestly, just shut up. for once in my life stop bitching. and i know i have an attitude sometimes, cool? everyone does? but somebody who pms's 24-7 has deffinitley got something wrong with them and needs to get that checked out. sorry bud, but this is how i feel right now. and then we have sweet little shannon. aw, whata perfect little angel WHO REALLY CARES? not me. my parents think shes absolutely perfect. and then only time she gets in trouble is when she fights with kelsey. other than that perfect, straight a's .. never gets in trouble, never has an attitude, always nice to mom n dad :) YAY! nooope. because then she is honestly the biggest bitch i have ever met to me. she woke up the other day, and i hadn't said one word to her..not ONE..and she starts bitching about how much she hates everything about me. the only person i can stand almost 100% of the time in this house is kelsey. 7 year old kelsey. because She likes me, she likes me for who i am..and she looks up to me. and i know i probably shouldnt be a person to be looked up to but im glad she does i fucking love that little girl soo much. shes so funny, and know what else? she DOESNT GIVE A SHIT..haha i kno shes only 7 but she'll do what she wants when she wants. she doesnt care, she just got written up the other day haha. and she always sticks up for me against shan n my parents... hha yeah so thats whats on my mind right now other than faggots that i dont want anything to do with ever again. kay, now BYE
kerri