You Found Me
You Found Me
(Selena's POV)
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I sit in silence waiting for a response from the unmoving figure next to me. I know shes stunned but really so much that she dazing off into space and not saying a word while I shift uncomfortably next to her.
"Demi?" I say moving my hand in front of her face. Her gaze doesn't flicker. Thats when I know shes in deep thought. Finally she looks to the floor then back up at me.
"So your really...erm... you know?" she asks hesitantly
"You can say it you know Demi and yes I am" I reply
"But...But... Its you, you've dated Nick Jonas and everything... It just doesn't seem right" she moved her gaze back down to the floor.
"Look, I'm sorry if I've disgusted you or something, but can we please just talk about this?"
"I'm not disgusted, I could never be disgusted of you, its just a shock thats all" she met my eyes again and I saw the honesty in them.
"So your okay with me being bi?"
"Ofcourse Sel, your my best friend and I love you" painful jab went through my heart at the words 'best friend' Oh Demi if only you knew.
"Actually, since you've confessed to me, I think its only right I do the same" she said coming increasingly nervous at each word.
"Okay" she looked down and didn't say a word " Dems you know I'm not gonna be mad at you or anything alright, just tell me"
"Okay, well erm... I'm sorta.... kinda. ... erm .... gay" she said with a deep breath
Now it was my turn to be stunned, I mean come on she had dated Cody Linley how the HELL can she be gay?
YES I HAVE A CHANCE!!!!!
"Sel, you okay?" she asked worriedly
"Yeah, sorry I went a bit out of it then" I replied with a small smile which she graciously returned.
"So, how did you find out?" she asked
"erm... well I sorta started having feelings for someone" I'm sure her face fell slightly when i said that but next moment it was replaced
"Oh yeah, who?" she asked challengingly
"Er... a girl" i replied
"Well I figured out that much, I meant who did you start having feelings for...... Oh My GOD ITS MILEY ISN'T IT?"
"Ewww... no Demi thats gross, why the hell would you think it was Miley?" I reply questioningly
"Oh, ermm..." I gave her a stern look "Okay well I sorta heard that she had a crush on you"
"WHAT?! WHEN?! WHY?! EWW EWW EWW EWW!!!"
She started to laugh histerically at my comment.
"Well, she said it a few weeks back and she said it was because of your new lowcut top that you wore in Wizards of Waverly"
"Eww omg remind me to burn that shirt tomorrow, In fact I'm never leaving this house!!" She chuckled lightly at my panic
"Don't worry, I'll be your anti-Miley bodyguard" I smiled "Now can we please watch TV please? South of Nowhere is coming on!!"
"Oh right yeah" I moved myself from the bed and switched the television set on where the opening scene of South of Nowhere was coming on. I rushed over to the bed again, remote in hand and sat with my back against the headboard. Demi sitting in my arms. I smiled.
About halfway through tonights show she interupted me while i was playing with her hair.
"Sel, who do you think your most like? Ashley or Spencer?" I thought about that for a moment.
"mmm... I'd say I was Ashley. Actually you remind me alot of Spencer, Dem, Intelligent, Bright and Beautiful"
She moved her head and looked up at me a moment, our eyes connecting and staying fixed there very slowly she began to lean in. My mind went on total meltdown when our lips touched, it was like the movies, fireworks, sparks. There was a sudden knock at the door and me and Demi jumped about a mile away from each other, Both blushing heavily as my mom entered the room.
"Hey honey, I was wondering if you guys needed anything, before I go to work" she asked
"No thanks Mom were fine" I replied with a small smile. She nodded and walked out of the room leaving Demi and I alone to stand awkwardly looking at each other.
"Erm... should we watch the end of this then?" She asked gesturing to the TV. I nodded in response and sat in my previously evacuated space.
"You know, I like Ashley, shes just so confident and funny. I love what her and Spencer have together, I want that one day" she sighed
"You will have that, I promise" I said staring into her amazing brown eyes before bodly leaning down and kissing her. She started to kiss back and i felt like i was literelly floating. She placed her hands on my waist and I positioned mine on her beautiful soft face. After what seemed like a lifetime we pulled apart as air was becoming an issue.
I kept my hands on her face and slowly rubbed small circles with them.
"I love you Dems, sorry for not telling you" I whispered
"I love you too Sel, Always have, Always will" she replied
"I'm lucky to have a Spencer in my life" i said smiling
She smiled too "Whats Spencer without Ashley?"
With that we turned around and continued watching our program, every so often placing light kisses on the top of her head, while she would kiss my palm.
I found my Spencer... My wonderful Demi and thats all I needed.