I wish today wasn't Sunday. I never have the motivation to do much of anything---especially when it comes to schoolwork. Wouldn't you know that that was where all of my work lies today? I want to get it all done by sixish tonight.
Okay well onto the list of
Things I'm thankful for in life♥ Family ( Read more... )

There's a lot of mean things I could probably think of to say to you, but I think I would actually feel bad for doing so ( Read more... )

Lynzie is happy! Oh so happy! (haha now that I got that song to run though your head for allll eternity ( Read more... )

I'm sooo tired...always sooo tired ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe that it's actually Friday today. this week has gone by in such a blur to me! It's not every week though, I guess, that one can go from completely devestated to genuinely happy and whole.
Yesterday was fun! Let's do it again!

I've decided to make a daily list of things in life that make me happy/I appreciate. *cough*wonderhowlongthiswilllast*cough*

♥ My friends
♥ My family
♥ Conversations on Instant Messenger (yeah...some ppl actually talk to me on there!)
♥ Art
♥ Singing
♥ No Doubt
♥ My computer
♥ Laughter

I did no homework yet for tomorrow...Y_Y

I just got home from the funeral. It was rough, but more bearable than the funeral. Brandon, Austin, (kid whom I don't know his name), Whitney and I walked in together so that gave all of us strength. It was a beautiful service full of people that loved Clark very, very much. His parents seemed to be holding up rather well, too, which was good ( Read more... )

I went to Clark's visitation today. I didn't know how bad I really felt until I got to the telephone pole just next to the funeral home. It's like my body finally fully accepted that all of this was real. I had many shoulders to cry on though. I felt silly because I was the only one sobbing in line...I felt like I was being too loud or soemthing... ( Read more... )

It just. Keeps. Hitting. Me.
Why does this stuff have to happen?
Today is Clark's layout.
It will be a rough day for me.

Today was really rough. I fought back tears to the point where I started to feel sick. Talking to mutual friends about it seemed to make it worse. It's so hard on everyone. Nobody saw it coming. I don't know if I'll sleep any better tonight but I hope I will ( Read more... )