well im writing my official goodbye to everyone, im down to the 24 hour countdown. im sure ill try to go online one more time before i leave. I still need to finish packing and cleaning. the worst about about a deployment is the packing and the traveling. Damn i have knot in my stomach...

Does anyone else agree that its totally sexist and unfair that its 100% acceptable for men in the military to go and Pay money to get Lap dances , yet its a "conflict of interests" for a female in the military to Work at strip club and make some money.

okay my surgery is tomorrow and two days ago they said no more pills, at all of any kind. okay easier said then done im sitting here with Killer allergies and really bad cramps all i want to is some claritin and midol and my day would be about a thousand times better

I miss Andrew

Since hella people have been depressed lately ( Read more... )

FUCK FuCk fUck FUCK...whew fucking anxiety attack im attempting to keep under control right now because I am Getting fucking screwed over in way too many aspects of my life right now because people can't do their fucking jobs right. Tomorrow will be such A FUN day trying to fix all these fools mistakes. and all i wanted to do tomorrow was a couple ( Read more... )

it seems like in the past few weeks things were building up with soooo many people around me, and not around me. Maybe it wasnt even them maybe it was me but i think it was both. time is proving that things can only be better and not worse for the future and I can only hope that things continue to get better

I'VE DECIDED TO GO EDGE! Every little thing i do has huge effects on my body and everything is hard enough without the extra pains. WE'LL SEE HOW LONG THIS LASTS....I consider this day one.

WET BAGELS AND FRIZSHERS

Did you know that drug dogs are addicted to drugs and thats why they sniff them out? I never knew that....weird.