okay, partially because of the comments left in my last entry.. and partially bc of a good esec class... but yea alot bc i just cheered up..

i like me again

i dont like me

back in keene. OH JOY. yes. its a sense of normalcy. but i miss home. i miss my mom

thanks to everyone who has been helping me get through this. to everyone who came to the wake. to everyone who came to the funeral. sent flowers, cards.. and to everyone that has kept me and my family in their thoughts. i wouldnt be able to get through this without you guys. LOVE YOU

i just copied this from Pat's away message... i cried when he sent it to me ealier.. it felt fitting to start the journal entry off with it ( Read more... )

im just not a good person... at all ( Read more... )

... im so indecisive ...

i like the yankees

nobody makes me feel the way he does.. and nobody ever will ( Read more... )

i like it... i really really do :)

(keene that is)