Well, I am feeling bored/antsy/tired which I suppose means it's time to sleep. I did not get any Korean done today. I woke up at 1. I spent time chatting with my landlady downstairs while eating breakfast/lunch. I almost finished reading Guns, Germs and Steel but not quite. I met Aurelie at the library at 5. That was kind of...boring. I want to DO ( Read more... )

I posted this on facebook:

I haven't thought about this in a long time but today is rather dull so I've started to think about what I'd like to do in my 20s. These are goals or dreams or just things I'd like to do.

1. Teach English in South Korea.

2. Learn Korean.

3. Be a Couch Surfing host.

3. Pay off student loan by 2013.

4. Travel on every ( Read more... )

I am excited about life again. : D  Such a great feeling. Glad it didn't go away for more than a week. So the future is still somewhat uncertain but hopefully I don't get as down as the last few days any time soon ( Read more... )

My landlady doesn't agree with vaccinations. I'm very wary when I hear people don't agree with vaccinations but at least she didn't mention autism. I tried to keep an open mind and research what she said later. I found it's true measles and some other childhood diseases are unlikely to kill children in developed countries where health is generally ( Read more... )

I feel like today I went from feeling sad from being lonely to feeling almost insane from being lonely. All I wanted was to go home. But then tonight I looked up flights and found there is a cheap one to Toronto on January 7th. And I suddenly felt like I don't want to leave yet! But I still feel like I can't stay here unless it's going to further ( Read more... )

I was in the shower thinking. And I don't want to make this all about one person. I think what I really need is a social network that I can see in person, not just on facebook. I was in the shower feeling like I am really homesick and seeing almost any person from Canada who also knows other people I know would bring me much joy. I think that's the ( Read more... )

So why have they not researched the brain enough to discover we can stop being addicted to people faster? Because this feels like an addiction. Well, actually they don't seem to research how to fix any brain problems without drugs. Or at least this research isn't publicized. I read we now know the biochemical pathway for how people feel anxiety. ( Read more... )

Heyyyy, I'm feeling better than I have in days, except for NYE but I got drunk so maybe that doesn't count ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't felt like this since the summer after grade 12 when my first relationship ended. Sleep seems so lovely and then your body wakes you up after six hours of it when you have no reason to get up that early and your first thought is him. It's instant. And sleep was so nice because I wasn't thinking. And I eventually slept just a little ( Read more... )

Well, I'm still lonely and definitely single now but okay I guess. Not great. I am feeling more like I want to get out of here as quickly as possible. I want to spend time at my parents' not paying rent. I want to visit people in Ontario. I want to apply to teach in South Korea and do that so I can pay off my student loan before I pay too much ( Read more... )