i need to buy complete series of freaks and geeks. lindsay weir and i have the exact same life.

too many decisions to make. too much routine in my life. not sure about a lot of things. tired of high school shit. tired of getting ready for college shit. tired of being broke. this is the hardest and best time of my life. all i wanna do is hang out with my best friends, eat pizza, go as many places as possible, and cuddle.

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last night i played pool and watched movies.
this evening i am going to kyoto for kait's birthday and then cory is taking me on a date for our anniversary.
tomorrow will consist of a lot of reading and maybe going to the flea market.
i miss a lot of people. i need to read a lot of books. i want it to be warm.

so far this weekend has been great. friday at school i got a lot of cute valentines and then heather, matt, cory and i had a slumber party. i got my valentines day presents from cory early and they were all really cute and thoughtful. saturday morning we woke up late and then i went to cory's house to take a nap. afterwords we went on a double date ( Read more... )

im stuck. i know i need to take risks and do what i have always wanted to do, but i dont want to leave all of the security i have now. i just want to stay here and take naps with you every day, but i have to be reasonable and understand that it cant stay this way forever no matter how much i want it too. we just have to make it work i guess. i cant ( Read more... )

whats wrong with me lately?

ive come to the realization that every day i hang out with the same people. that might sound boring, but i think they are the only people i really need. i know that my two favorite boys would do anything for me, and its nice to know how much they care about me ( Read more... )

i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. i have too many ideas and im not sure what i would be happiest doing. im getting nervous about going away. and im getting nervous about having to make so many big decisions.

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