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Oct 20, 2005 18:11

one of the worst feelings ever is crying and not knowing why. you just cry and cry and cry, you feel like shit and you cant stop. the tears keep falling and your lip keeps quivering and your brain keeps thinking "why am i so upset?" i honestly wish that i could come up with an answer ( Read more... )

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meademaiden October 20 2005, 22:44:22 UTC
You are not fucked up! You are my beautiful, intelligent, funny, kind hearted and sensitive ShellBelle! I wish I could make it go away honey because believe me I do...*sighs* And if I had a nickle for everytime I felt worthless and unloved I'd be a rich woman by now. You're human and you're a woman and you're probably PMSing sweetheart.

Love you!

Rachael

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lynnebeen October 20 2005, 22:47:15 UTC
except that it shouldnt last for weeks at a time like this...

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meademaiden October 21 2005, 01:59:12 UTC
*HUGS* Babygirl I'm always here...e-mail my account and just scream and yell and let it out if you need to...or leave messages on my AIM. Whatever it takes! I wish I was closer but once I've had my liscence for a few months maybe I can come visit...You can always call me hon. I have free nights and weekends on my cell.

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invitingsilence October 21 2005, 00:05:49 UTC
Hey you,
I would come over and wrap my arms around you and never let you go. I hope you're ok.
Think about Saturday!
Love you :-)

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xmightbelovex October 21 2005, 00:50:36 UTC
shelby i love you,
and i know you're not weak.
we all deal with our own problems our own ways
you'd be weak if you didn't talk about them.
"Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
but lord it takes a lonely one, to wish that she had never dreampt at all."
You're entitled to be upset, and yes, even weeks at a time.
i've had a fall out recently reazling that i'm not so amazing at school like i thought i was. I mean i still get decent grades, but i realize i have to sacrifice a little of the fun.
hang in there shelby. You have so much potential, and i know you'll get through this down time, and you'll be right back up again kicking something's ass.

i love you dearly.



p.s. i was sooo happy you ate lunch with me!!! pretty much made my day.

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quixoticjade October 21 2005, 01:23:31 UTC
Shelby Lynne Brown.
You are not weak.
You're one of the strongest people I know.
Right now we're all going through tough times, and we all need a friend, and we all need someone to lean on, someone to hug, someone to cry with and talk about your problems with.
Remember that I'm here.
CALL ME!!!!
I live right next door, I can be over in a matter of seconds.
If you need me, I'll be there.
I loooooove you. Mucho. Sorry about that bit of spanish in there.


brandibee

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