um.. i lied. we're talking now. btw.. i just had the BEST night ever! girls night out all the way. laura, shnikks , bud, and i went out to applebees for din din and then to my moms to go in the hot tub. we ahd a blast. then we planned a little get together with some other ppl on the 16 to celebrate a month of being out of school. it was great. we ( Read more... )

alright, the past few days have been alrightish i guess. Brad and i arent really close any more ( oh well) ans i dont think we will be talking very much any more. i guess IM a bitch. boo fuckin hoo. lol. any ways... i know every one know that i LOVE kisses. like i would probaly rather just kiss some one than have sex with them. maybe im an odd one ( Read more... )

alright, new aditon to the grounding... i broke a rule of the grounding while my parents were out. i went next door and laid out on the deck with nikki. i was on my way to sit outside at my own house and when she called and wanted to know if i would sit outside with her i agreed without a doubt. well my dad called my house and one of my sisters ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while.. lets see, today i WOULD be at cedar point with steph, emmy, and other ppls but im GROUNDED untill tomorrow. no celly either. oh well. im over. i delibertly went against my parents and broke a stupid rule. now i have to pay the concequences (which arent so bad) um.... i was in Penn. for a week for workgroup. (church ( Read more... )

i am SO fustraited with people right now. one of my friends is so focused on herself and its driving me insane. i know i should talk to her about how i feel but i just cant right now. it would be better to tell her before i write my feelings down, but i cant find the words to describe how i feel about her right now. its NOT good though. i love her ( Read more... )

school is ALMOST over. thank the lord. im So excited. i cant wait! i have math and close up tomorrow. ( i really dont want to take my close up one) math should be alright. then on weds i have am lit and psych. then thurs i have french and bio... scurry. i dont want to take psych and bio. those are going to be hard. but i get a note card for both. ( Read more... )

Have you ever kissed someone....

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on the cheek.

on the lips

in my room.

in their room.

of the same sex.

of the opposite sex.

younger than me.

older than me.

with black hair.

with curly hair.

with blonde hair & blue eyes.

with flaming red hair.

with straight hair.

shorter than me.

taller than me.

with ( Read more... )

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well, tonight was eventfull. i serriously think i upset my best friend who i have NEVER fought with tonight. i dont want to say what happend but i did something i shouldnt have. in a way, i disrespected her for a guy. i didnt think about that while i did what i did, but in the end, thats what happend. i feel like such a bitch. i love her to death! ( Read more... )

i am MUCH better now and not as angry. silly boys. too bad ive already moved on to a knew one. i feel so.. idk. its like i have WAY to many guy friends and as soon as i lose a boy friend one of them jumps up and fills the position. kinda odd and i dont really like it. i feel like i go through guys like candy and i dont want it to be like that. oh ( Read more... )