I LOVE TEXAS!! Wow! I made it through the rest of basic and oh yes--I was freakin out the whole way back. I graduated and got to spend a day with my parents and rita and her boyfriend. My brother Jer didn't get to see me until the day after--graduation day. I only got to see him and anne for about 15 mins. and it sucked. He kept telling me about ( Read more... )

Okay, I had an entry, then the computer ate it.

Basically it said i'm calm about leaving.

I'll miss you guys bunches and I hope that life treats you well while I'm away.

I'm laying my love to rest because it has been beaten to death. :(
How can you grow a flower when the sun comes out when it wants??

This is my last night home and I'm surprisingly really calm. Last night I was the most depressed that I've ever been in my life because I really just wanted to stay with my family. I would take even an extra hour to be with them. It makes me sad to leave because I do not know when I will be home again--hopefully at the end of April but if things ( Read more... )

I love it when I go to an ATM and I find out that I was paid 2 days in advance. I walked out of the gas station with the biggest smirk on my face which led to mike asking "what the hell are you so happy about?" All i had to do was show him my receipt. He'll make a good husband. We already have our lives planned out together. We are going to live in ( Read more... )

The realization of life hit me today. It happened when I told my two-year old nephew, once again, that auntie had to go 'bye-bye'. His response. He laid his head on my shoulder, hugged me for what seemed like an eternity of sadness, and said in a sorrowful voice "i miss you auntie ( Read more... )

I'm bored. I'm home and so many people want to see me but my phone has been dead all day. Lately it's been ringing off the hook but not today. Well, it's monday and I don't feel like going out really today. I just want to cuddle up with someone. A lot of people don't understand my infatuation with getting hugs and cuddling and being close to people ( Read more... )

First things first, Merry Christmas to everyone hope that you're enjoying it ( Read more... )

So I have arrived back to the place that I call home. But, everyone knows how my life went while I was here--here's how it went when I was out on my own doing something that not many people do--go to basic training ( Read more... )

I'm at the airport in St. Louis. I've been up since 4 AM and am running on 2 1/2 hrs. of sleep. I still have a 2 hr bus ride ahead of me and then I get to Ft. Leonard Wood. My bus leaves at 630--its 545 now. I've already heard so many different things--basically the first day is the "funnest" day (note the sarcasm) and the first 2 weeks are a ( Read more... )

This is my last entry until I get home for Christmas from basic training. I left with everything being okay--all arguments went into peace treaties. For once there is no one in my life that I am fighting with. And that feels really good. I'm happy to know how people really feel about me ( Read more... )