Things feel like they`re really starting to fall apart. Well, I should`ve seen it comin cuz that`s how life works. I went home around noon today cuz I was feelin like crap.. emotionally beat down, school stress, work stress, and plus I was starvin.. I hope things work themselves out soon [for the better] I can`t really do anything except watch and ( Read more... )

YESTERDAY
Nobody knows how sorry I am.. I just wish things would be okay and easy going.. but it never is.. and probably never will be because that`s just how things work..

went to school early to practice the 06 skit.. it was pretty cool i guess.. rally was good too. i like the senior skit a lot.. but yanno.. haha. the sophomores are a bunch of ( Read more... )

THURSDAY
- Spirit Committee for an hour
- Work until 9 (Explorers Night)
- Got a nifty staff ribbon muahaha

FRIDAY
- Didn`t go to work
- Spirit Committee until 11pm
- Painting & hanging up posters under CHAOS and time constraints
- Still fun =)
- Nice talk with Cait DAWG haha

SATURDAY
- Woke up all sore with blue paint still stuck around my nails..
- Knees ( Read more... )

jibber jabber.

Evan Wong said I`m too "mainstream." I like to think not.
Okay, maybe YES.

Yesterday was Dominic`s 21st birthday & Nancy`s sweet 16.

It feels like so much is going on, but in reality, NOTHING is going on.

Idleness is foreign to me.
But I`m not asking for more work.

YESTERDAY
School. Special Schedule. I thought I got out at 2:30, but it was actually 2:50. Found out I`m scheduled to start work at 3 on Fridays instead of 3:30. Went to Spirit Committee after work. I love painting! Then went to fellowship.

TODAY
Iris came from Sacramento so Iris, my bro, Tim, & I went to Stonestown. Saw Stephanie Lam there. I didn`t ( Read more... )

Spirit Committee is the best. I was reminded of how much I love to paint. Haha. Not so much draw, but just paint. Crystal said I should look into interior designing because I`d have to paint some walls for it. Well, I think that`d be nice because then I can paint AND do interior design. Haha, wow. I finally find something that I think I can be ( Read more... )

Happy Bday Jess Hsu!

Today felt really tiring.. Straight from the morning to the end, I felt really sluggish.. Well... I don`t really want to talk about school.. Everytime I hear about school, grades, or teachers during school, I cringe.. Gah. It`s driving me nuts.

Well AFTER school, Crystal, Julie & I went to Stonestown. Walked around for a while ( Read more... )

Mm, today was 2 ups and 1 down. So in the morning, everyone in my chem class had to redo the labs because we were the "experimental" class.. and I hate all the significant figure conversions.. Pfft. But on the brighter side, I got to talk to Evan Lim because I haven`t talked to him in a while.. Then I swear it felt like we went on a long expedition ( Read more... )

You`re so paranoid. It`s driving me insane.

In the words of Caitlin`s xanga, "SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YO MAMA!" Because I don`t pity you & I really just DON`T CARE.

The one thing I hate the most is drama.
And right under that is having to find out about OTHER peoples` problems because I don`t like to butt-in in peoples` personal lives.
No listening to ( Read more... )

YESTERDAY
- School
- Took an AP US Hist test which I hope I did okay on..
- Got out early & bought dance tickets with Crystal
- I`m glad we got them EARLY because they were sold out afterschool and I was intending on buying them afterschool at first..
- Afterschool, Crystal & I went to the little piano room in the Orchestra/Band class
- We set & hooked ( Read more... )