today was miserable. everything today was just horrible, including the weather. i don't know where to begin or if i should try at all. maybe i just need to leave this day behind me and focus on tomorrow and the future. there are lots of decisions to make and life altering changes to be made. all of this needs a lot of motivation and determination ( Read more... )

It's been a week since I've arrived back in Montreal, and surprisingly, things are going great. Catching up on school wasn't so hard. There was a lotta lotta work, but I had great people behind me helping me every step of the way. This semester is going to be a bitch and I've already heard talks from some classmates in my program of dropping out. ( Read more... )

my life is a little bit of a mess now. i'm back in montreal. jamie is in halifax. in a hospital. recovering from unexpected emergency surgery. the day after new years, he went into emergency because of crohns pains - or at least thats what he thought it was. it turns out, as a result of surgery he had four years ago, there was scar tissue build up ( Read more... )

one more exam left on monday, the break finally begins! i can't wait to get home. first week home is getting pretty booked up already. i'm heading to NB the day after i arrive in halifax to go visit jamie's mom for the holidays. it was originally planned for new years eve, but i'm glad we're going earlier so i can spend new years with my friends, ( Read more... )

one down, three to go! yay! home in a week and a day... can't wait. i feel like i'm gonna miss out on christmas this year since i'm coming home so late. okay, so sure, i'll be home a week before xmas but my break is only two weeks long and there's always so many things i want to do when i'm home. there's always so many people to see, dinners to eat ( Read more... )

i guess i haven't written in here in a long time. life is busy i guess. i haven't written an exam yet. my first is tomorrow. this whole week off before my first exam has been killing me. too much studying. too much stress. i really would have prefered to have had an exam on the first day of the exam period and get things over with. i've only got ( Read more... )

My cousin Tanya just told me that she's getting married. And she's pregnant. Normally this sort of news brings happiness and joy, but not so much this time. Not so much, because it's Tanya. Tanya's always led a life that I guess I don't always approve of. The decisions she makes, the people she interacts with are not exactly... well, let's just say ( Read more... )

Life has been busy, I guess. I mean what other explanation do I have for not writing in here for so long. Second year of university is well on it's way and lots of changes to my life have occured. Firstly, I'm now 19. It's now legal for me to buy alcohol at home and I guess anywhere else in the country. Nineteen feels the same as 18, except for ( Read more... )

First day of school was fine. i was sorta surprised at how happy people were to see me. people who were just acquaintances last year would come up to me and we would have full conversations like we were best friends separated for months. it was fun though... maybe i had more friends than i thought i did last year. it was good to be back on campus ( Read more... )

well i'm in montreal, have been for the past week now. jamie's stuff has been moved in and everything has been rearranged to look nice and pretty. i like the way my place feels now... it feels more lived in, a bit more comfortable. things have been going great, i haven't gotten irritated with the boy yet and i haven't felt like i'm regretting this ( Read more... )