i've felt alone for the longest time now i feel like my friends talk about me every second i leave the room. i only trust two people with my secrets. i feel like i don't fit into my body, when i look in the mirror its almost scary to see me, because i feel so diffrent. i hate when people talk about how tall i am. i hate it. i hate when my friends second guess me, or only call me for plans when no one else will do anything.
i easily forgive but i can never forget what they did, and that makes me feel like a bad friend.
i have problems standing up for myself.
i've never had a boyfriend or been kissed, and all my friends have & that makes me feel worthless.
i've never had true love and i'm afraid of how it feels.
i'm sick of putting on a happy smiling face when i'm such a diffrent person on the inside.
i dont let anyone get too close to me i push everyone away especially my boyfriends i always hurt the ones i love.
i cried when someone called me noisy and then my best friend told me i was truthfully? i know im noisy i share my friends secrets that make them look bad because i want people to like me more than they like my friends my best friend should hate me by now but shes afraid im going to hurt myself if she stops talking to me i truthfully think everyone dislikes me
They always say people hurt the ones they love *hugs and kisses* I wuv you<3-insert name here- I pretty much know who you are since you told me silly girl
i write alot of songs and i dont show anyone. then i send it to the person i wrote it for/about and tell them to look at the lyrics. they always ask what band/singer it is and i always say 'im not sure' or 'i forget'... ive never been extreamly comfortable with telling people how i feel about them and somehow this seems better. one day i hope i can write a song and they will know that i sent it to them and they will just know how i feel
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i feel like my friends talk about me every second i leave the room.
i only trust two people with my secrets.
i feel like i don't fit into my body, when i look in the mirror its almost scary to see me, because i feel so diffrent.
i hate when people talk about how tall i am. i hate it.
i hate when my friends second guess me, or only call me for plans when no one else will do anything.
i easily forgive but i can never forget what they did, and that makes me feel like a bad friend.
i have problems standing up for myself.
i've never had a boyfriend or been kissed, and all my friends have & that makes me feel worthless.
i've never had true love and i'm afraid of how it feels.
i'm sick of putting on a happy smiling face when i'm such a diffrent person on the inside.
i'm just sick of being me.
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i push everyone away
especially my boyfriends
i always hurt the ones i love.
i cried when someone called me noisy
and then my best friend told me i was
truthfully? i know im noisy
i share my friends secrets that make them look bad
because i want people to like me more than they like my friends
my best friend should hate me by now but shes afraid im going to hurt myself if she stops talking to me
i truthfully think everyone dislikes me
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I wuv you<3-insert name here- I pretty much know who you are since you told me silly girl
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i write alot of songs and i dont show anyone.
then i send it to the person i wrote it for/about and tell them to look at the lyrics.
they always ask what band/singer it is and i always say 'im not sure' or 'i forget'...
ive never been extreamly comfortable with telling people how i feel about them and somehow this seems better.
one day i hope i can write a song and they will know that i sent it to them and they will just know how i feel ( ... )
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<3You deserve better than what your getting I bet
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Thank you so so much
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It is such a good song I know<3
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