bahhhh

[lynxstarfire]

traffic court is the biggest joke of them all. ok so yeah I shouldn't have been driving but damn... $199.50 fine plus 26.75 court costs = more money than I have or can have at one time. if it's not bills taking the money it's necessities, anymore. plus with the way my "job" has been going through the temp service i'm not even really working full-

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[puter_pixie]

exactly as i would have said it had i the courage to open my mouth and speak my mind once in awhile.

I LOVE YOU! <3

Just so you know I read it

[colinboxall]

Yes, I read your post. And yes, when Shawn told me that you and her had broken up, I chimed in with my thoughts on the matter. I told her that you (Lynx) has a drug problem, and that you're a submissive......being a submissive isn't a problem in itself certainly, but since Shawn is looking for a dominant, I believe that is at the root of alot of the problems that the two of you have together. Shawn agreed with me on both counts, brought up supporting examples (particularly for the fact that you have a drug problem), and mentioned to me that this is the fourth time the two of you have broken up. So the problems the two of you have are not anything I've inserted into the relationship, as they appear to predate me having any sort of significant involvement in said same relationship

P.S.

[colinboxall]

Now that I've had a chance to think on it a bit, I'm not upset with your post. I am a little disappointed that Shawn doesn't consider my place in her life to be any more valuable than a tampon, but it is something I've dealt with before and will deal with again. If you end up coming by for a visit or what have you, I don't have any beef with you. To feel that way would be to take you seriously, which since you don't take me or anyone else seriously, would be inappropriate. I'm sure I'll be seeing you sooner or later.

Re: Just so you know I read it

[lynxstarfire]

I have never once stated that I do not/did not have a drug problem because if that were the case I never would've died from an overdose several years ago. the truth is, when I have access to chemicals I want them. I have been working considerably hard over the course of the last few months to dramatically decrease the times when I give in to those urges. and yes i do probably smoke more than I should, however I have also decreased the use of that. I simply have more important things to spend my money on than something that will only last a few minutes/hours and then be gone...

I do find it interesting that Shawn has told me many times She does not want a Dominant per se, except when in the bedroom by ourselves, yet you have the impression that She is looking for a Dominant all the time. And considering the fact that her own words and actions have firmly solidified her point that the last thing she wants is to be with a person who will be Dominant all the time because she values her freedom, I do not treat her like a submissive

Re: Just so you know I read it

[lynxstarfire]

Oh, and lastly, the sex bit. Yes, I'm pretty oversexed, but if you remember, I had already accepted that Shawn wasn't going to be intimate with me. I was grouchy about it, but more as a joke than anything else. And if you had a problem with what was going on (and you were a dominant, as you sometimes claim), you would have said that you weren't having sex with anyone else, that Shawn wasn't having sex with anyone else, and if that wasn't acceptable to everyone present, you would have rolled yourself and Shawn out of there. Instead, you let shit happen as it may.#1 I have NEVER claimed that I AM Dominant, my exact words were: "I lived as an owned slave for 5 years and a submissive for 2, then later took a submissive for a year before simply deciding to only be her trainer. then I simply just became me w/out trying to worry about being Dom or sub." I'd rather have an equal partner than one who either feels they are below or above me