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[lynxyoukai]

i haven't written anything in a while. i'm not really talking to anyone much...kinda my fault...kinda not. i'm not saying it is someone else's fault, i am just saying that it isn't completely my fault. i mean, i have only been on a lot later at night...but enough of that. i really wish i had someone to hold right now...it hurts so much being alone

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Knives.......

[sushi_girl3101]

Well, I don't think it's necessarily unusual that you feel that way, I often feel that way too. I often feel like cutting or killing myself, or imagine myself stepping in front of a bus. Like you, I'm dying to be with someone, but I suck at relationships and can never make anything work. Either that or I sleep with losers who have no respect for me. Just don't hurt yourself, OK? Life does suck, but it's not worth it, believe me. *hugs*

Re: Knives.......

[lynxyoukai]

i feel this way a lot too. i've never cut myself and would never kill myself. i just wish i could find someone...anyone. god, why do all of my friends on here have to be so far away...i always meet people online but i can never be with them because of distance. i am not bad at relationships really...i'm just bad at starting anything. once it is started i will fight hard to keep it going...i just can't get started. i won't hurt myself...or atleast not kill myself. *hugs back* i hope you find someone...i'd hold you if i could. you seem like an amazing person. *smiles*