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Jan 04, 2006 02:54

i saw the moon for a second today...it wasn't what i wanted... i still seek it out but i didn't touch it...will i ever? god, why am i talking about this...i am just spewing out this shit that no one cares about. anyway, i need a cigarette...so give me a second. i think i am never gonna be fucked...no one wants to be with a guy who smokes... ( Read more... )

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lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 01:06:54 UTC
i always do edit the hell out of my stories...during the writing and often after. i am pretty good at writing stories...i just feel a little wierd changing the genre.

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anduril_phoenix January 4 2006, 13:13:19 UTC
*hugs* I care what you write about.

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lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 01:07:54 UTC
thank you...check out the new thing on my journal...the me and my muse at fanfiction.net. i have 2 stories up...nobody seems to be doing much reading.

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anduril_phoenix January 6 2006, 12:49:11 UTC
Will do.

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lynxyoukai January 7 2006, 03:33:32 UTC
^_^...please do

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naede January 4 2006, 17:57:01 UTC
what is your name on fan fic? i would read and tell you the truth, *hugs* i dont know if i would go as far as having sex with you but i would try to help with your problems, there isnt nothing wrong with guys that smoke its just something i prefer them not do cause the taste is nasty when you kiss, but chewing tobacco is WAY!!!!!! worse!! *hugs*

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lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 01:15:13 UTC
i have changed it a little bit so it is lunar-teardrop. plz do tell me what you think. -hugs back- like i said, i don't need sex...just someone to hold. i will thank you in advance for the help...whatever it is. i was just whining about my smoking...most people seem to have a problem with it. i would never do the chewing tobacco...just smoking.

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naede January 6 2006, 14:47:15 UTC
would you like me to fly all the way up there so you can hold me? lol cause i will if thats really what you need....oh and promise to read it as soon as i can *HUGS*

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lynxyoukai January 7 2006, 03:34:15 UTC
-hugs back- if you could, i would love to hold you. ^_^...anyway, please do read my stories and tell me what you think

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lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 01:20:18 UTC
i don't think is the one left bleeding with me. both rounds i've been in the ring have left me the bleeding...then again, i was the one who handed them the knife...the means to make me bleed...

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lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 02:03:07 UTC
maybe...

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Yay, erotic fiction! sushi_girl3101 January 5 2006, 07:31:31 UTC
I'd love it if you posted some erotic fiction, especially guy-on-guy stuff. For some reason two guys kissing and touching turns me on. :P I love anything gay, except maybe anal sex. Not a big fan of that. Anyway.....moving on. Don't despair so much about not having anyone to sleep with. I tend to think that way too and then I sleep with some creep who treats me like shit and end up in tears and really regret it. Trust me, you want to wait for the right person. Or if not the right one, at least for a decent one who won't use you and treat you like crap. I've seen the photos of yourself you posted and you look perfectly fine. :) I think we are all probably too down on oursevles and see the worst in us, wheareas others don't. Maybe you're just a little shy? If you wanna sleep with someone, get out there and approach someone and I'm sure you'll be able to find somebody who's looking for some loving as well. *LOL* I wouldn't say nobody likes a smoker, that's definitely not true! I've been smoking on and off for about five years now and for ( ... )

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Re: Yay, erotic fiction! lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 13:02:00 UTC
hmm...i still am not so sure about the content of my stories yet...i'm sure i'll do the whole gamet of erotic fiction (straight-gay). maybe i will post some of it...after i get one. oh, have a problem with furry fiction? i think i am gonna start writing some of that. it isn't so much that i have nobody to sleep with...it's that i have nobody to be with...to hold...to love. i will wait for someone even though i really wish i had someone to be with. i definately don't think i look good...but that's thanks to my low self esteem. i am definately a little shy...definately a lot shy. i am not the kind of guy to really go out there and approach someone. i have kinda/half-way put myself out there by joining facebook and sending a couple messages to a couple people...nobody has really responded though. -shrugs- i am good at talking online when i don't really need to talk... i just want to know the person is like me and though i'm good at reading people i am not good at reading the way people see me. i really do wish i could find someone... ( ... )

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