How long will it take to find where I belong?

havent been here in a while... too busy and shit to write in here... I went to the Quabbin yesturday wiht Phil... thats right only phil.. hha it was fun i suppose.. he smokes a lot.. and then i wanted to go to the mall because my aunt gave me $50 for an outfit for graduation.. i wanted dara to come with me cuz i like her but then she wasnt feeling ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a long long time.. I've been kind of busy... blahh I don't even really want to write in this anymore.. I never have time.. blahh... I am happy though... this has been a really sad and then uplifting week.. I am glad that it happened... I haven't cried and laughed as much as I did in so long ( Read more... )

Hello... Eric just left. he had pictures to show me from the prom taht i didnt attend and from the after prom party that i did.. they are good i like them. i dont know how to put them on here or else i would.. anyways.. it was fun and i liked it.. the party, good times except this fucking girl she was a bitch and she made me very angry.. haa oh ( Read more... )

I dont know if i am suppose to be using the computer but hey its here and so am i so fuck you.. this is fun I love my mom good bye for now

May 7, 2004~ Happy Birthday ( Read more... )

Well I have been kinda busy lately.. therefore that is the reason I have not written in here in a long long time.. but yeha hm... theres been a lot going on lately.. the other night I think maybe monday Phil called me... weird to begin with.. and then we talked until about 130 in the morning.. and yeah we were on the phone for five hours.. haa and ( Read more... )

hi I am in school and I don't really want to be but hey what can ya do... I am suppose to be in lunch right now but I am not gonna go there... I am sitting here with Casey and there are some girls talking about Shannon.. hmm.. No comment.. because I like her now.. ahh.. people never stop talking shit.. I am so tired ( Read more... )

but I feel like someone just ripped my heart out and stepped on it.. and laughed at the same time..

I didn't think that I would react this way huh.. Surprise Surprise...

I call you my best friend.. but right now I don't even know why.. I thought that you understood me and I thought that I could go to you for anything but right now I feel like I am just an interruption in your perfect little world.. sorry... but this hurts me because there is no one that I care about more.. and we have gone through so much and it ( Read more... )