Linds... I know you didn't write this because you wanted an apology. But you do deserve one. I am so sorry for what happened on Friday, and I'm sorry for the way you feel. And you don't sound whiney at all, so don't apologize for that. I don't think you're being silly or stupid. I think what happened was a misunderstanding, like most situations like this are. I know the way you feel about being the old used-up friend, because I've felt like that before. But you should know from her reaction that you are not at all a used-up, old friend. You mean so so so much to her, and the rest of us. Maybe the best thing to do would be to sit down with her and some chocolate ice cream, and talk about it. I wouldn't talk about what happened really, I would talk about the way you feel. She loves you so much, and so do I. Ok so this is probably the longest livejournal comment in history, so I'm going to stop. And I hope I've helped. If not, just delete the comment and pretend like it didn't happen. xoxo
Lindsey, I love you more than you will ever know and I am so sorry that I caused all of this to happen. Some of my funnest memories I share with you, and you couldn't be an annoyance to me if you tried, you always have been and always will be my best friend and I hope that me acting like an unthoughtful loser this weekend isn't going to change that forever. I had no idea that you were feeling that way until it was too late, and if I had known then I would have done anything possible to try and change it. Things just got a little out of my hands on Friday and believe me it has been a rough weekend. There are so many things that I have wanted to talk to you about and tell you, and it kills me to think that you don't want to hear from me. I was a big mess and I know I can't apologize for everything in one little day, and I didn't really want to do this through your journal either, but I just want you to know that I am here if and when you're ready to give me another chance or if you want to talk about things. But I hope you will
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I know you didn't write this because you wanted an apology. But you do deserve one. I am so sorry for what happened on Friday, and I'm sorry for the way you feel. And you don't sound whiney at all, so don't apologize for that. I don't think you're being silly or stupid. I think what happened was a misunderstanding, like most situations like this are. I know the way you feel about being the old used-up friend, because I've felt like that before. But you should know from her reaction that you are not at all a used-up, old friend. You mean so so so much to her, and the rest of us. Maybe the best thing to do would be to sit down with her and some chocolate ice cream, and talk about it. I wouldn't talk about what happened really, I would talk about the way you feel. She loves you so much, and so do I. Ok so this is probably the longest livejournal comment in history, so I'm going to stop. And I hope I've helped. If not, just delete the comment and pretend like it didn't happen. xoxo
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