Last night was fun. Props to Becky for throwing a good party. I love dressing up!

If you were hurting because of me, I would comfort you.

If you were crying because of me, I would wipe your tears.

If you were angry because of me, I would be angry at myself for you.

If you were screaming because of me, I would scream at myself for you.

Would you do the same for me?

I went to church today and there was almost no one there. I did, however, get to see Andy and talk to him for awhile. I am really glad that we are going to college together. We used to be so close and when David died we really drifted apart. I hope we become close again. He really is one of the people I cherish most. We have been through a lot ( Read more... )

"It's the most wonderful time of the year...."

Merry Christmas! <3

I feel that all I am now is a nuisance to most of my friends. I am disappointed that I am becoming a disappointment to them. It's a very crushing feeling, even though I have been suspecting this for about a month and a half now ( Read more... )

I want Damien Rice's CD. That song in Closer is amazing and his other song Volcano is incredible too.

Just FYI.

I had the worst effing night.

And I really wish I could say that without being selfish but I can't.

I wish I weren't selfish.

August

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September

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October

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November

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BOOM

I'm going to college.

I finally cried yesterday ( Read more... )