I have finally found the light. The darkness no longer clings to me, and I have taken the first step on the long path to my calling. I am happy. Truely happy.
I don't know, lately due to my masochisitc nature, I have been trying to plunge myself into darkness, because I feel I deserve it. More so then ever. I am not being a good human being (if any ever existed) and I am being a horrendous Lover. So as I watch my world collapse at my own hand, I can only try and plunge myself into the dark abyss that it is going in as well. I don't know so much if thats the right answer, but I know that when you sit in darkness, you think and you anaylze, and maybe I can find me I want to be, the Knight. The Perfect Gentleman. and not a disgrace to everything I once represented.
but I am extremely happy that you have found your way out, its ironic. I threw sorrow and sadness are trying to envelop myself into the thing you have finally escaped.
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but I am extremely happy that you have found your way out, its ironic. I threw sorrow and sadness are trying to envelop myself into the thing you have finally escaped.
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