My kitty passed away after 17 years ( Read more... )

What am I really? What acts have I committed before this life? The result of it hang heavy on me. Blocks lay across my body, particularly my solar plexus. Words cannot justify the pain and fustration of being unable to do what comes natural. Were they place on me by myself or another? If another, hen by what reasoning? I admit my soul has ( Read more... )

yeah, ok, so I haven't updated in a while. school has had me busy! I guess the main reason i'm updating now is to continue recording things that happen to me. Tonight i had another series of localized light flashes... and my heart again began to flutter. I asked a dear friend of mine if he knew what was going on, only to find out he's ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better. The problem entity seems to be dealt with, but I can no longer read my tarot cards. Was the attacker the same one who cut the deck for me ( Read more... )

After being attacked by... god knows what a couple days ago i'm kinda in a stand-still as far as figuring out where to go from here. Right after the attack, I could feel my heart-chakra just torn up (the being was eating at it). I got someone to look to see if the being was still around, and they said no, but without me saying anything they were ( Read more... )

Back home from the Disney bit with the family and assorted relations. It was exciting to see my little cousin's first time at the park. He was, as my southern grandmother put it, a "hot potato" -- very bouncy and happy even way after we left the park. Between Disneyland and Disneyworld, i've been to the park(s) 6-7 times, so I stayed until the ( Read more... )

going back to Mindark's brilliant Project Entropia. http://www.project-entropia.com

Play! Obey!

Upon some thinking, I should leave the situation be... all of it for a while. Just need to forget about it. If I get too involved it'll lead to my downfall. Just need to stay away. Not forget it, just... stay away until it's time. Divination upon whether knowning my true name would help or not revealed that now is not the right time - I'm ( Read more... )

I figured this reading was important enough to post on here, if nothing else as a refference later. Been working with I-Ching lately and have had a very insightul reading tonight. It is true, I am stagnating... in a process of putrefecation. After my last grant of wisdom, my mind has become too saturated in the spiritual -- so much so that it ( Read more... )

Went to the mall to see Ocean's 11 with my family. Not a bad film, really, but what really made my visit was finding a book i've been looking for. I didn't get to read much of it since I could not afford it so close to the end of the month and the movie was to start soon, but a single quote has sparked much contemplation. "He who must play, ( Read more... )