My eyes fight to stay open as I press my hands tightly on my ears, blocking out every sound that surrounds me, except for my breathing. I breathe slowly, but strong, so that it is all that I concentrate on. This way no frustration from the outer world can enter into the drum of my ear ( Read more... )

Time and time again you complain and complain to me about Katie and then the one time i say something about her to you, you run strait to her. And you complain to me about how you miss your friends and she controls you and doesn't let you see anyone, but then when she wants you to call them you don't wanna do it. And another thing, DJ has NEVER let ( Read more... )

I am so fucking pissed off about the way that people treat the Earth!! This is our fucking home and people just trash it like it doesn't even matter. I get so pissed off when I am driving down the road and people that I am with throw things our the window before I have a chance to say anything no matter how many times I tell them not to do it AT ( Read more... )

I am so fucking pissed off about the way that people treat the Earth!! This is our fucking home and people just trash it like it doesn't even matter. I get so pissed off when I am driving down the road and people that I am with throw things our the window before I have a chance to say anything no matter how many times I tell them not to do it AT ( Read more... )

My chest is trying to escape out my throat and salty water is trying to escape from my eyes. My heart is burdened. I know what it is like to love and lose. June 24, my 13th birthday, my best friend, died. Two short January's ago, my friend Matt, died. I know what it is like to love and lose. And to have to hear the sadness in my little brother's ( Read more... )

When did we stop believing our own words? So many tears we have wiped up together and so many broken hearts we have taken the time to share one another's glue to place the pieces back together so, when did the hate start ( Read more... )

Everything seems to have fallen apart. And It's seems like everyone is fading away from me. My home has been torn from beneath my feet and the woman I once called mother has disowned me and has lost the will to love me. Confusion fills my air at where this time went. When did I stop loving life? All my walls begin to fall down. I'm not lost, but I' ( Read more... )

How can a person know what to do? I don't. I was doing really good. I didn't have to wish for anyone because I let my feelings for a leo be so deep in my heart that I didn't even have to pace about it. Then it reached it's hand into my soul and pulled it out into the life that we see. Maybe I just dreampt everything up, but the dream was so real ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm reading to deep into things, but I don't feel like you want to talk to me anymore. I haven't been pushy with you, have I? I know she just left, so it's not like I'm expecting you to jump onto what we talked about, but it's just I've tried contacting you a few times and almost seems impossible ( Read more... )

For weeks I have been saying "I can not just sit around all day on my birthday." That was the one thing that could not happen.

Every wonderful thing that was planned for today, failed.

What I did on my birthday; sat around all day.

Wonderful fucking day.
Life is AWESOME!