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Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 - Your first love
Day 03 - Your parents
Day 04 - What you ate today
Day 05 - Your definition of love
Day 06 - Your day
Day 07 - Your best friend
Day 08 - A moment
Day 09 - Your beliefs
Day 10 - What you wore today
Day 11 - Your siblings
Day 12 - What’s in your bag
Day 13 - This week
Day 14 - What you wore today
Day 15 - Your dreams
Day 16 - Your first kiss
Day 17 - Your favorite memory
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday
Day 19 - Something you regret
Day 20 - This month
Day 21 - Another moment
Day 22 - Something that upsets you
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry
Day 25 - A first
Day 26 - Your fears
Day 27 - Your favorite place
Day 28 - Something that you miss
Day 29 - Your aspirations
Day 30 - One last moment
Oh gods. I was rather dreading this one. You see, my first kiss was not all that it claims to be in the movies. It wasn't simple, it wasn't straightforward, and... Hell. I don't even know who it was with.
Possibility #1: There was this girl. This one crazy, bonkers and, I'll admit, sexy girl. R-- Maybe I won't say. Maria, you know who I'm talking about. It was her birthday party, and she had spent the night cuddled on her couch with her girlfriend. Maria, you were there to. And then me. The morning, as we woke up, she hopped over to the fainting couch which I'd splayed out on and just... Lay down on top of me. Now, I'm a very... Personal bubble type of person. I like my space, and I don't like to touch people. I wasn't happy with this situation (or maybe I was. This girl always made me so confused.) So as I was frowning and huffing and puffing, suddenly she leaned down and pecked me on the lips. No one saw that? Her swiping my first non-familial kiss? Not her girlfriend, and not our friend, apparently. Yet, I mean... Was it my true first kiss? Meaningless as far as the eye could see?
Well, it happened. And happened while I was actually dating...
Possibility #2: The Crazy Gay Ex. Boy, was he... He was a special case. I've spoken about him before during this meme. He pecked me once on the lips after we sat and watched Wall-E together, and while it made a few butterflies spark in my tummy, it was like... To be honest, it was how my brothers kiss me. No wonder he turned out to be exclusively into the menfolk after pressuring my friend while they were dating when I broke up with him. Kissed once in a 5-month period. But it was legitimate. Like, 'Facebook Official' before Facebook was official in our area. So was that it?
Possibility #3: That friend I mentioned just now, the one who dated my Ex after I did? Well. You see what I mean about muddied lines. Dancing at A-Prom, snuggled close and I'll admit. They weren't passionate or anything, but they were the first kisses that meant something for real, that had me walking on air all night. Too bad she 'just wasn't into girls in that way,' as it turned out. So much for cloud nine with that one.
There was even a kiss with a stranger in between 2 & 3, just so you all know. It's a... Complicated thing. I can't say, "Oh, my first kiss was on my doorstep with so-and-so," or "Behind the bleachers with this cute girl who went to another school," or anything. To be honest, I like it that way. Keeps me on my toes.
Day 02 - Your first love
Day 03 - Your parents
Day 04 - What you ate today
Day 05 - Your definition of love
Day 06 - Your day
Day 07 - Your best friend
Day 08 - A moment
Day 09 - Your beliefs
Day 10 - What you wore today
Day 11 - Your siblings
Day 12 - What’s in your bag
Day 13 - This week
Day 14 - What you wore today
Day 15 - Your dreams
Day 16 - Your first kiss
Day 17 - Your favorite memory
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday
Day 19 - Something you regret
Day 20 - This month
Day 21 - Another moment
Day 22 - Something that upsets you
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry
Day 25 - A first
Day 26 - Your fears
Day 27 - Your favorite place
Day 28 - Something that you miss
Day 29 - Your aspirations
Day 30 - One last moment
Oh gods. I was rather dreading this one. You see, my first kiss was not all that it claims to be in the movies. It wasn't simple, it wasn't straightforward, and... Hell. I don't even know who it was with.
Possibility #1: There was this girl. This one crazy, bonkers and, I'll admit, sexy girl. R-- Maybe I won't say. Maria, you know who I'm talking about. It was her birthday party, and she had spent the night cuddled on her couch with her girlfriend. Maria, you were there to. And then me. The morning, as we woke up, she hopped over to the fainting couch which I'd splayed out on and just... Lay down on top of me. Now, I'm a very... Personal bubble type of person. I like my space, and I don't like to touch people. I wasn't happy with this situation (or maybe I was. This girl always made me so confused.) So as I was frowning and huffing and puffing, suddenly she leaned down and pecked me on the lips. No one saw that? Her swiping my first non-familial kiss? Not her girlfriend, and not our friend, apparently. Yet, I mean... Was it my true first kiss? Meaningless as far as the eye could see?
Well, it happened. And happened while I was actually dating...
Possibility #2: The Crazy Gay Ex. Boy, was he... He was a special case. I've spoken about him before during this meme. He pecked me once on the lips after we sat and watched Wall-E together, and while it made a few butterflies spark in my tummy, it was like... To be honest, it was how my brothers kiss me. No wonder he turned out to be exclusively into the menfolk after pressuring my friend while they were dating when I broke up with him. Kissed once in a 5-month period. But it was legitimate. Like, 'Facebook Official' before Facebook was official in our area. So was that it?
Possibility #3: That friend I mentioned just now, the one who dated my Ex after I did? Well. You see what I mean about muddied lines. Dancing at A-Prom, snuggled close and I'll admit. They weren't passionate or anything, but they were the first kisses that meant something for real, that had me walking on air all night. Too bad she 'just wasn't into girls in that way,' as it turned out. So much for cloud nine with that one.
There was even a kiss with a stranger in between 2 & 3, just so you all know. It's a... Complicated thing. I can't say, "Oh, my first kiss was on my doorstep with so-and-so," or "Behind the bleachers with this cute girl who went to another school," or anything. To be honest, I like it that way. Keeps me on my toes.