Why I have been absent so long.....

[lyria_theringer]

I havent really updated anything here in a while. I wrote quickly last month, but I was stalling, really. I just wasn't ready to write all this down.

It looks like this one will be veeeeerrrryy long, so I think I will put it behind a cut. I should warn you that this is pretty dark and dismal stuff. Sorry...

Comments

[maidoforange]

(((((((((((((((((((((Lyria))))))))))))))))))))). I wish I was there to hug you in person, not that that would help much. What horrible things to be happening to your family! My deepest sympathies to you and your family. Your work situation sounds awful. I also hope you feel better and that the migrane, etc. goes away.

[ex_samarra]

(((((((((((Lyria

[lin4gondor]

That's really a lot for one person, one family to put up with and go through, and with the situation you have at work as well, I can see why you might be feeling lost. Thank you for finally putting it into words, so we can share the burden with you. Praying for you, love.

[melanyebaggins]

((((Sweetie)))) I was just thinking about you the other day and wondering how you were doing. *pout* If ever you need to talk, you have my number (although I am working wierd hours now...You could call me early in the morning or when you take a lunch break...I work 2-8:30 all this week, and I *think* 9-2:30 on Friday....) *sigh* call me, k?

[bellatook]

oh honey! I am so sorry! ((((((Kristen)))))) I wish you hadn't bottled it all this long. It does help to vent it out a little at a time, so that it doesn't build up on you like that! Please, don't ever hesitate to vent on us. That's what we are here for. Email me anytime!! I mean it!