Tonight my tummy is in extreme pain. I can't sleep and it's 4 in the AM... UGH! I'm frustrated because I have to get up early to move and I'm going to be exhausted ( Read more... )

Tomorrow Robbie -n- I will be moving into our apartment. I have mixed feelings still. I'm excited, nervous, happy, disappointed... blah ( Read more... )

*burp*

I just ate and I thought I would come on here.... but now I guess Imna go watch a movie. Um... I'm going to write an entry soon. I just don't know how to gather my thoughts. There is so much I'm feeling right now.. yet I'm not allowing myself to feel too much of anything. The fear of crashing and burning is too powerful.

I'm scared.

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Does anyone still read this? Just curious. I'm seriously thinking about writing in this again.

This journal is still active. My puter's modem blew out, so I'll be making trips to the library until I can get it fixed.

*peace sign*

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I don't really know what to say. I haven't been writing in this... I guess everything just fell apart... and people keep pretending that it's all put back together ( Read more... )

We were staring at the stars
And we heard a clap of thunder
Then the moon gave way to rain
And it tore apart the sky
So we laid flat on our backs
'Cause in the rain... no one knows you're cryingI'm going to attempt to express how I'm feeling.. but I don't think I'm going to have any luck with it. I've been in this numb state all day ( Read more... )

I haven't slept yet..... I'm still up from yesterday. I can't stop crying. Y'know.. I pretended that I was fine. And in all truth, I thought I was. But I'm not. I'm not ( Read more... )

sometimes the last thing you want comes in first... sometimes the first thing you want never comes...but I know that waiting is all you can do...sometimesTonight I went with my lil sister to a high school play. At first I was in a state of inquietude. I didn't see anyone that I used to go to school with, which was surprisingly a disappointment ( Read more... )

Rufio - "Like A Prayer ( Read more... )