I'll take your 'no' and turn it into a....
Oh.
I shouldn't be surprised and I don't think I really am. He cheated on me and it's either Saeki or Davide. I don't really care. I told him thanks for telling me and I'm ending it so he can be free of feeling guilty and go after who he really wants.
I'd write more but I'm typing this on my phone as I walk back to Dawn. I don't feel like logging online when I get in. Just sleeping.
Self, remember... you didn't want this to be serious to begin with and you're the one that started falling even after you didn't think you would. You brought the pain upon yourself.