I'm having one of those days where

[lyricalib]

..well, today I feel like my life just punched me in the face. One bad morning and everything comes crashing down on me. I can't handle one bad morning? What's wrong with me? I started off on the wrong foot so everything anyone says to me sticks like a knife, and stuff that already hurt now hurts 10x more.

Yeah, I'll just get ready to leave for this

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[mccaucasianghst]

It's always nice to be recognized and validated by others, but it's more important to recognize your achievements on your own and value them internally. When you can be happy simply because you're up there doing what you love (with other people who DO appreciate your talent and dedication enough to want you there playing with them) then what other people notice and think starts to matter less and less. You've come a long way as far as not letting yourself get tied down by what other people think when it comes to making big important choices...that just needs to become more widespread and consistent in your thought process. I guess it's not particularly helpful to say just enjoy the good stuff and let the bad stuff roll off...but that is really what it comes down to, and I know you can do it. You shouldn't need me to remind you of all the amazing things you're capable of (and have already done).

And one day I'll have enough money to pop up at a concert by surprise :)