So i realized I'm in the middle of an identity crisis on a lot of levels. I still don't quite know who i am - but who does? But i'm realizing increasingly that I'm a creature of the past. I dwell there. For good and bad, mostly bad. Even in the present, i still think about the past, and who i was, and make comparisons. I describe myself to people ( Read more... )

so i found out tonight that if i wasn't the shy girl that i was/am, lol i totally could have had my first boyfriend in elementary school. haha. and he would have been white. it's so cute, kind of. So this guy i went to elementary and middle school with finally caught back up withh me through our english class here at the college, and he was like "i ( Read more... )

Final Hour ( Read more... )

I've decided, I'm definitely going back to Jamaica next summer. I contacted the people i know there, they want me back, I want to be back, and I just wish to be back in the Islands. Now, I just need to start saving up, find funding, and figure out my role there. Figure out what God wants me to do there ( Read more... )

poem. needs some major work. did this today while at work ( Read more... )

(part of an alana davis song. not playing, but in my head ( Read more... )

a part of me died a little on the inside today.

i'm stressed beyond relief. I have a permanent pain in the space between my shoulder blades right below the nape of my neck. that's where i carry all of my stress. i do believe there's an elephant back there of some sort.

pray for me, please.

"matchmaker matchmaker, make me a match ( Read more... )

I must say that I am extremely thankful to still have my father in my life right now. I think of how he was almost taken away from me, and the reality of the matter that I could be sitting here wishing him back, and I just smile at God's grace and mercy in allowing him to share this air, this earth for a little while longer ( Read more... )

Sorry john (legend), I believe i am extraordinary ( Read more... )