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lyricalsummons

Entry #1

Feb 24, 2009 20:59

What is this place? I've asked the question hundreds of times already. At first hell, then paradise, and now an even blacker place. Oh, for a permanent death to finally take me ( Read more... )

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ttlynotblue February 25 2009, 18:24:15 UTC

One thousand years can feel like ten thousand when separated from the ones you love. But love is strong and as Merlin says, one of the strongest forces in the universe. I'm sure whomever this man you are referring is, understood and felt the same about you.

lyricalsummons February 25 2009, 22:52:08 UTC

I know he did, and I think that's what hurts the most and simultaneously comforts me.

mercurialectric February 25 2009, 19:24:13 UTC

Without pain people would live forever and be just as good as dead.

lyricalsummons February 25 2009, 22:51:14 UTC

This is true. Even though I am pained by this new life, it is still a gift to have another chance at it. To live without emotion is to hardly live at all.

mercurialectric February 25 2009, 23:04:54 UTC

One can have no emotion and still have pain. It's pain that determines life.

lyricalsummons February 25 2009, 23:08:51 UTC

I respectfully disagree. One can have so much pain that it begins to mean nothing to them, and therefore, doesn't affect their life at all. It is without love, though I hesitate to call it emotion, that there truly is no life.

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withwingstofly February 25 2009, 21:50:22 UTC

It could certainly be worse, although I'm not sure I'd call it pleasant either.

lyricalsummons February 25 2009, 23:01:27 UTC

I think I'd take this over some of the other places I've been, but if given the choice, it's not likely I would have wished myself here.

withwingstofly February 25 2009, 23:07:21 UTC

You and most of the others here, I'd wager. But we must deal with the hand we have.

lyricalsummons February 25 2009, 23:32:09 UTC

Somehow I don't find that comforting, I have always had the worst luck at cards. But I am determined to do my best, regardless.

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nolongeracrow March 3 2009, 02:09:52 UTC

One thousand years. I can't even imagine how much pain that would cause me were I seperated from the one I love.

You've been waiting so long for him. What's to say you'll never find him again? Time works in strange ways for love.

lyricalsummons March 5 2009, 03:12:27 UTC

I just have to hold to faith that once again, someday, our paths will cross again. I've waited 1000 years, sentient or otherwise. A few decades more won't kill me.

It is depressing, but at the same time, I know I am here for a purpose. No idea what that is yet, but I can't let my own feelings and struggles get in the way of the bigger picture.