uhhh yeah...i really really hate reading my past entries...maybe i should stop keeping this thing. it really does very little for me. i like writing in my other journal better. it seems like all this journal does is make fishing a lot easier, which is not what i want to do. eh whatev. i will probably still update and stuff...no more stupid, ( Read more... )

yeah, im here....just updating because i thought i should. i have rehearsal tonight. the show is this weekend and next weekend. people should come, if you want to, of course

i really should sleep. i cant but i should. tonight is my last night of being bored until school starts. in case you were curious, here is the line-up for negeen's last 2 weeks of break ( Read more... )

ok, im finally home. having no cell phone really is a pain, as much as i dont want to admit how dependent i am on it...which probably isnt such a good thing. i just want to see everyone, thats all! well, now im going to try and sleep even though i just had a lot of sugar...wish me luck.

ahhh im still really sick, and finals are tomorrow....i just need to get through this week....just ONE MORE WEEK....when i come back, i will be a new woman....A NEW WOMAN I TELL YOU!

i hate having weird dreams....they screw me up a lot. whatev....i just wish people werent lame.....or that i didnt feel like they hated me, when i dont really know if they do. my thoughts are complicated at the moment....ahhhh...knock me out so i can stop thinking....no that wont work....i will just have crazy dreams again...ahhh there is no ( Read more... )

blahhhhhhh.....yeah im uhhhhh......pretty sick.
ohhhh tomorrow is bela fleck....then sunday im doing something for my birthday, but i dont know what it is because jen wont tell me....that should be fun, too.
ahh i dont want to go to rehearsal.

ahhh....so much drainage and pain....sometimes i wish i could pop out my eyeballs and let everything kind of pour out, you know? yeah, i know....thats pretty gross.

only 2 days, 7 hours and 40 minutes left until i will be home....yay! tis a reason to celebrate, indeed ( Read more... )

on a lighter note, i saw ben folds on friday in kirksville and...it was amazing...just incredible. I cant really capture the whole thing in a journal, so i just need to rely on memories, i suppose