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Still on the job hunt. I cry nearly every day. I have never in my life been this ridiculous. I feel completely paralyzed. Like I have nothing going my way. Which used to be liberating and exciting now it just feels empty and lonely. Which leaves me bitter and angry. Even you my friends feel like you are going quickly away and that makes me
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I'm always praying for you. It makes me sad that your not having a good time of it. It sounds to me that you are trying to live the lives that have passed, instead of allowing your full potential. Your parents lives are theirs, you have a unique and fabulous life in front of you, and it's all yours. Enjoy life, the moments that you get in singleworld. Being tied down with responsibilities such as Marraige, children, bills, is not as fun and picture book fantasy as its cracked up to be. Everyday I look at Rebecca and her life and say wow! I'm so glad I don't have to do that yet. It's not all hunky dory...and it also sounds to me that you are resting in the thought of G-man, because he is there. You are settling, stop! I know it's hard to hear, but remember, there are actually 8s, 9s, and even a ten! for you out there. So, relax and keep alert, it will be better than you imagine! I love you and send you all my best.
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