Ugh, I hate everything. I hate myself for not being able to stop caring because all emotions cause are trouble. Now I'm paying for my stupid ways and it really hurts. I want it to stop hurting and I don't want to be ignored because I cared. It's retarded. If only I could be emotionless, maybe I would be better.
I feel myself slipping into another depression, don't know why. Maybe that's why I've been sick for a long time. I miss everything and for some reason, I can't stop shaking
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