hey sounds like youre having a tough time man. keep pushin through it, it will get better. maybe not right away, give it a little bit of time. and you know your mom is right, if you pretend to be happy, you usually can snap yourself out of it. and if not then go beat the shit out of something...not someone...something, that helps too :-) why would you cancel your leave? come on now, you know you'd get a good laugh at seeing me in a publix uniform haha. so yea guess what, i made all those cds for you...but i literally have $8 to my name so you're gonna have to hang in there for a little while longer, sorry i'm trying. anyway, hope things start turning around for you. not so long ago i was in pretty deep too, unfortunately no one can pull you out, thats all you. but if you do need to talk, i'm here :-) see ya! kathryn
Coolest Girl Ever. EVER.lysolsdMarch 7 2005, 20:44:24 UTC
Wow... You're awesome... yeah, so I called my mom like I said I would... and that definitely helped put me back in a good mood... and she said it should be easier to stay out if I don't get into it, and I can recognize it for what it is... usually I can't even see what's happened to me until its already too late...
But now I'm in a good mood!! I'm gonna have a damn good day now. Thanks...
are you still workin out? you better be, trust me I've been goin to the gym like a fiend and my arms are gettin bigger and the tummy's goin away aaaaaand I don't nap anymore I go to class and get my shit done...it's weird but keep workin out it helps a lot to relieve stress and anger
Best day... cause the Coolest Girl EVER!lysolsdMarch 8 2005, 08:39:52 UTC
I probably just had the best day ever on this island... and all it seemed to take was a little note from a special someone I read this morning...
And on another note...
Like, yeah... I don't think I'll be done by the time I get home... and I AM coming home... but I will be buff before I leave this island.
Gonna start going to Karate and Tae Kwon Do with my friend... running to improve my endurance and my times... doing my pushups and shit... and I'm going to go to the gym to actually bench and stuff when I'm good enough. If my friend can bench my weight and he's only like 150 or something like that... then I better be able to bench like at least 250-300 before I leave here.
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But now I'm in a good mood!! I'm gonna have a damn good day now. Thanks...
Heh, but I gotta run... time to work.
-Lysol
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And on another note...
Like, yeah... I don't think I'll be done by the time I get home... and I AM coming home... but I will be buff before I leave this island.
Gonna start going to Karate and Tae Kwon Do with my friend... running to improve my endurance and my times... doing my pushups and shit... and I'm going to go to the gym to actually bench and stuff when I'm good enough. If my friend can bench my weight and he's only like 150 or something like that... then I better be able to bench like at least 250-300 before I leave here.
-Lysol
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