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[lyssa17]

so..my mood for today..basicaly was good.then went straight down..in about 1 minute..

my sister i guess was looking for matching socks yesterday..looked in

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[eyes_of_blue4u]

lyssa, I feel like a bad friend that I didn't know this was going on back then

[lyssa17]

thank you manda..and u cant feel bad for being a bad friend..bcuz its not like i told u neways

but thanks a lot <33 im just happy i have friends now that can help me through anything i face now.

loooove you!

alyssa

i <3 u

[ferraribaby22]

alyssa you know you can talk to me about it because..well..i understand, as you know. its hard looking back at how feelings were, because at least for me i dont like remembering how i was then. i feel so selfish, but it is a part of you and a part of me..and honestly i dont know what i would do if i ever had to explain something like that to my little brother. I dont know how lauren would take it, i dont think she would understand. its actually hard for anyone to understand unless they have been in those shoes before. whenever i feel myself falling back into that dark hole i just think about the great family i have and the things that make me happy, its a better way to get over the pain then the way i used to.

i love you, and i'm here.
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Re: i <3 u

[lyssa17]

thank you mandi..i was rlly happy to share my story in nashivlle w/u..it helps to kno that ur not the onli one who thinks about that stuff..and yea i was totally selfish..so much i hate thinkin about it..but now im good..and i go directly to God now if i have thoughts or nething..but thanks for being a good friend too <33

i love you too <3

alyssa