Let me just pitch a fucking fit here and don't tell me I can't because I am foreign country. I can pitch a fit where ever I goddamn please
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I'm not trying to invent sad or anything. I'm just saying how I feel. And the overall point is I don't feel number 1. And number 1 is being the important person. They person you think about more than anyone else. And I'm not saying I don't think you love me. I'm not saying that I am not loved. I'm not even talking about this is a strictly friendship way either. There is just a lot of things I am bitter about and that I can't get out of my head. And it's depressing me really bad. I don't know how to explain to you what I mean about the depression because its more like about people and things and situations. And a lot of the things I rather not go into over lj, fb, or anything that isn't face-to-face. And I don't like to call people out so I probably won't do that
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I feel like grabbing those little bitches by the throat and putting a layer of jalapeno sauce on their lips. those little jalapenos that pack too big of a punch for their size. maybe instead the next time they try thinking about your kiss all they and remember is how their lips were burning so bad that they wish they could just cut them off. that whole scene just makes me angry. the way you painted the picture and maybe the way i interpreted makes me want to go back of and take a walk. I hope you feel better sooner you should not have demons haunting you like this at night or whenever it is that you sleep. the thought of you being... raped makes me want to cry. even that was kinda hard to write. it is true that we develop our defenses depending on our experiences so in a way certain things that you go through is sometimes necessary to make you stronger. like a vaccine. I just hope you don't take it the wrong way because i'm a guy and i don't want you to hate me or feel threatened by my presence
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