When I was a little fifth grader in Fairmount Elementary, I says to my best friend at the time, Joori, that I wanted to be so weathly, that it wouldn't matter if my husband was rich or poor. All I wanted was true unconditional love. And in High School, I forgot that that's what I wanted, until Jacob told me he just wanted to be happy. He doesn't ( Read more... )

The highlight of my day has been discovering Alcapolco in Richmond. ALL SORT OF ROCK! And they just kept on getting bigger, and bigger. I loved seeing Bob today at the Gun Room ( Read more... )

Oy. I AM afraid that things are just suddenly going to fall into place. I really worry that. Mark is just going to do his thang with his band. And i'm just gonna do my thang with real estate. And we'll come together and build our castle together. Is he going to be the only bf that I'll have before i marry? It just doesn't seem that practical ( Read more... )

I got a call form Debbie last Sunday, cuz that's just when she comes to see me. *sigh* I heart Debbie! I was in SF having an openhouse. Then afterwards, I hit a parked car. I wrote a note, then a hobo took the note off. I left ( Read more... )

I went to this birthday party themed white trash...and sure enough, there were plenty there without costumes! But they sure looked the part. Elnaz and I felt really out of place, we really didn't belong. I'm glad we left!! It wasn't so much the theme we didn't like, it was the people. Drinking like fish, smoking like a chimney, talking shit ( Read more... )

I need money to save, money for advertisements, and money to shoved down hot victoria secret panties ( Read more... )

Dr. Mario rules!! I was estatic about beating level 18, but Mark just beat level 20 tonite. Whoa. He was ON A MISSION!! I love my monkey ( Read more... )

When I had theatre, everything was SO CLEAR. Everything I knew about me, I knew. I knew myself. I knew what happened in my life before that point, and I knew where I was going in my life. I was fearless. I was strong. I don't have that anymore. Everything has been SO Foggy. My being terribly sick the other week was a real wake-up call. I ( Read more... )

I hated being single, I hate being taken. Well...honestly, I'm annoyed by my boyfriend. I LOVE being in a relationship. I love being in a relationship with someone whose so in love with me! But what a fuckin' distration! I feel like I need some time to and space to breathe. I'm just so confused. I remember a time when "We" was only an "I". ( Read more... )

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