just goes to show that time cannot mend all things. she's on my heart again. the experience is like being given a 90 pound bag of concrete to carry suddenly without notice.

through the black vault ( Read more... )

i'm trying to find myself. to bring you something real.

- scatter brained lyrics -
i see the furthest star, just out of reach.
with all the pieces broken and scattered about,
there is nothing but cold blackness surrounding me.
i forget so easily, what i have.
i forget so fast.
is there power enough to move this on.
the comet on the northern shore brings uneasiness.

- phoenix effect -i felt the ( Read more... )

so i met one of my role models recently. for the record, this person is not someone i'm working on music with, so no one jump to conclusions or anything. but yes, i have been a fan of this person's work for over 10 years ( Read more... )

minute update ( Read more... )

don't you hate it when some of your worst fears start coming true?

no, i don't want to talk about it.

my day was sucking.

it's not anymore.

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just a picture kirsty asked me to do for her. it's pretty crazy...but i kinda like it.


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