I've been feeling restless, I have a lack of inspiration. Thom suggested getting involved in new projects. Ableton is fun, and DJing is fun, but I don't think I have a wide enough knowledge of music to really do that right now. It's fun, and it's a good distraction, and someday I'm sure I'll get good. For now, though, I think my project of ( Read more... )

The intense dreams were gone for a couple days but now they are back ( Read more... )

My dreams are so vivid now that I can't decipher what has really happened and what has been manufactured by my brain. Phone calls that never existed, arms that aren't mine attached to my body, little podunk towns on the I-5 corridor, hospitals that make you watch a video before they can treat you, yappy black dogs running through my house. I woke ( Read more... )

Last night's dream was good, but I don't remember so much about it. I woke up a few hours ago feeling really nauseus and generally uncomfortable. It might be my new fluoride toothpaste or something ( Read more... )

I have been having really intense dreams lately, based on whatever interesting conversation or event or whatever stuck in my brain from that day. The day before the day before yesterday I was thinking about Graham Heimler, and how I haven't seen him in years and how he refuses to add me on facebook and all this. I had a dream that he came back ( Read more... )

It has just come to my attention that I am a NUTCASE.

Alex Barrows, enjoy France and school. I will see you in the summer and we will start our canto-pop / gangsta rap project. And perhaps roadtrip. We shall see.

Things are great, and I am forbidden from complaining.

OAKLAND OAKLAND OAKLAND OAKLAND OAKLAND.

If you are in the bay call me 5105044949 <3 <3 <3

Alexxxxxxxx Barrows let's hang out tonight

It's amazing how three little words can change everything. Well, maybe more than three. But things are great.

It's dark at five fifteen!

I hate studying.

Livejournal is reminding me too much of high school and things I can no longer control ( Read more... )