hi, i'm alive
i don't feel so well at the moment.
and this will just be another post complaining about stuff.
so if you don't wanna read it, ignore it... but this goes also out to certain people.. so idk. maybe, if our friendship is important to you, read this please.
i feel like we're all losing touch.
and when you understand this, you know that i'm talking to you.
somehow we all, or most of us, got into fights of some sort...
which is important in my opinion, if you're friends with someone, you should be able to fight with him at times...
but someone always gets personal with their insults or anything.
we all have things going on, we all have a real life.
some might have to go through worse things than others, but that doesn't mean it's more reasonable for them to act like bitches.
the way i see it, most of us aren't able to understand the others because we want them to understand us first.
i feel a lot of aggresseion in our conversations, mostly passive and sublimnal, we all want to have a peaceful time online, so we don't want to talk to one another and break this 'peaceful' silence.
there's tensions, there always will be... but it doesn't have to be this way.
i don't understand why people who are angry at one another have to talk to one another all the time, only to show off that one knows more than the other...
some of us also feel like they did something bad all the time, like me. everytime i talk to some of you, i feel like there's something unspoken standing in our way. but i really really don't know what it could be.
i know that i've done shitty things before, but i was honest from that one time on. i don't want to fight with any of you again. i want us all to get along like we used to do.
conflicts work out if everyone is honest in the end, they do. and even if people aren't able to forget, they might forgive you at some point.
maybe it's time to move on for all of us, maybe we matured too much and don't get along anymore...
but honestly, i still love you all like i used to. i want to spazz with you and have fun with you. i want to speculate about scandals and fangirl with you.
i don't want this feeling to die, so please, if you don't want it to die either or if you have the same feeling, try to change it somehow.
i will too...
i love you all dearly, i don't wanna lose you and i really mean it.
as for some random everyday post...
well i got accepted (more or less.. lol) into university in Breda, Netherlands.
i will most definitely move there this summer.
the subject is called "Asian Business Management" and it'll be epic.
besides the usual business administration stuff i'll also learn Mandarin Chinese, do some internship in China, a year abroad in China or South Korea and some general Asian culture studies.
i'll tell you more about it after i graduated and found a place to live.
have a good day~
and this will just be another post complaining about stuff.
so if you don't wanna read it, ignore it... but this goes also out to certain people.. so idk. maybe, if our friendship is important to you, read this please.
i feel like we're all losing touch.
and when you understand this, you know that i'm talking to you.
somehow we all, or most of us, got into fights of some sort...
which is important in my opinion, if you're friends with someone, you should be able to fight with him at times...
but someone always gets personal with their insults or anything.
we all have things going on, we all have a real life.
some might have to go through worse things than others, but that doesn't mean it's more reasonable for them to act like bitches.
the way i see it, most of us aren't able to understand the others because we want them to understand us first.
i feel a lot of aggresseion in our conversations, mostly passive and sublimnal, we all want to have a peaceful time online, so we don't want to talk to one another and break this 'peaceful' silence.
there's tensions, there always will be... but it doesn't have to be this way.
i don't understand why people who are angry at one another have to talk to one another all the time, only to show off that one knows more than the other...
some of us also feel like they did something bad all the time, like me. everytime i talk to some of you, i feel like there's something unspoken standing in our way. but i really really don't know what it could be.
i know that i've done shitty things before, but i was honest from that one time on. i don't want to fight with any of you again. i want us all to get along like we used to do.
conflicts work out if everyone is honest in the end, they do. and even if people aren't able to forget, they might forgive you at some point.
maybe it's time to move on for all of us, maybe we matured too much and don't get along anymore...
but honestly, i still love you all like i used to. i want to spazz with you and have fun with you. i want to speculate about scandals and fangirl with you.
i don't want this feeling to die, so please, if you don't want it to die either or if you have the same feeling, try to change it somehow.
i will too...
i love you all dearly, i don't wanna lose you and i really mean it.
as for some random everyday post...
well i got accepted (more or less.. lol) into university in Breda, Netherlands.
i will most definitely move there this summer.
the subject is called "Asian Business Management" and it'll be epic.
besides the usual business administration stuff i'll also learn Mandarin Chinese, do some internship in China, a year abroad in China or South Korea and some general Asian culture studies.
i'll tell you more about it after i graduated and found a place to live.
have a good day~