today is my half birthday
for all those who care
which i guess is just me

oh well

i went to bed what i consider to be early last night ( Read more... )

i just want to be close to someone

literally.

..for once

Hope unkown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This rage I can not let go.

way too much shopping this weekend, for my taste ( Read more... )

snow=

no going anywhere -bad

=i hate snow.

today has been an okay day overall ( Read more... )

so i guess whoever did say

*things are never as bad as they seem*wasn't that fucked up in the head ( Read more... )

right now im in multimedia updating cuz whenever i update from at home my computer freezes

anyway

im just getting sick of things always staying the same

i think im ready for a change

i recenty got the inspiration to fix up my journal prolly cuz my computer is so beefed up that i have been on it for 7 hours and am losing, well have lost, feeling below the waste. i got my digital camera all hooked up and im just gonna keep it that way, it's easier. my scanner is running well too, and my cd burner. i'm thinking now i need a dvd ( Read more... )