in the midst of today ( Read more... )

however, any time i am in hayesville, even just for a short period of time, i get really depressed... right now, the stage of life i am in, with no place that is TOTALLY ... MY... home... it is really hektic and crazy to try to keep anyone 'with' you... even in the sense of friendship... hayesville is sad because... and so i am left feeling like i ( Read more... )

the pitiful nature of our hearts ( Read more... )

i wonder... if perhaps ( Read more... )

perhaps it is the season ( Read more... )

i think going home for a night will be good.

isn't that strange.

anything to escape myself.
and i am most unlike me there...
just who daddy wants me to be.

for once, i welcome the mask.
maybe, like him, i will like that self more?

i'm tired.

when the spinning stops.
and all is still... and my thoughts of you remain...

then i know. then i will know.
that the day is done.

and that the sky. is only that.
the space between us. measured in miles, and trees, and my memories...

i miss my heart.
i used to understand her so well...

I wonder if letting go of you - all of you... is like letting go of myself ( Read more... )

i like it here ( Read more... )

i will leave. friday.

four days now... and i will be gone. from this place.

with you. by my side.
and the rest... far behind me... behind us...

we will choose wisely...

i love you.