this is my damn rope ( Read more... )

oh my ( Read more... )

i think i could live this way forever. could you stay that long?

i am all here today.

but i keep forgetting to tell you... that when i'm with you... i smell the ocean.

i wrote a poem today... about flying before your wings were mature ( Read more... )

you chose. you picked.
now you take everything.
and shove it.
and deal with it.

and go be happy with everyone else.
like you've wanted all along.
i told you.

i was right.

i fucking told you.
i fucking told you.
i. fucking. told. you.

you know. there are no words.

i must be crazy.

i must be, that or a total idiot.

i love you. and only you.
with all my heart.

when things ended. i thought i would never recover ( Read more... )

i have come to the realization that despite my efforts in the last few years that i quite possibly will never actually succeed... in escaping the never-ending grasp of my father's laws and regulations... in uncovering the me which has been burried under years-worth of utter bullshit and neglect ( Read more... )

something died inside me today ( Read more... )

some days being alive just isn't worth it ( Read more... )