i thought, once, that i had friends ( Read more... )

there is this realization that i think all people must come to ( Read more... )

for a while, i decided ( Read more... )

my heart is burning.

an actual blaze.

something you did... for fun.

people, i think in general, are just bad ( Read more... )

i think ( Read more... )

so today has been... and yesterday was as well... a stupid mix of terrible and wonderful emotion ( Read more... )

the sun hurts my eyes

and the rain fucks with my head...

i think, with you, i'm learning to love...
and with the rest, i'm learning to allow nothing at all.

what's it mean... when your head spins so fast colors don't exist anymore?

i'm pretty sure this is how crazy people feel... most of the time.

i hate it when i do that.
when i feel everything, so quickly, and then- nothing.
when i'm in a moment and suddenly my mind, or soul, or something pulls out... and i'm still there...

i hate how it reflects, even when it's nothing... and how it doesn't, at all, when it's something... reali hate that ( Read more... )

you know when something bad happens ( Read more... )