the boy i have a crush on walked me to class. he was going one direction and i was going the other, and he turned around and walked me to class!!! you have no idea how excited about this i am. no idea. really. i've been smiling since. and i'm not a smiler, normally.. as most people know, i think. it's so exciting when crushes seem to be panning out ( Read more... )

or at least at this moment i do. i hate this damn pool. there is no communication between the boss and the guards. there's a birthday party here today. who told us? the damn parents when they got here. tell the lifeguards when there's an event? that's just plain silly! fuckers. i drank way too much last night, but somehow managed to escape the ( Read more... )

not really though. today was the first day i went to figure drawing, and there are three horribly attractive people in that class. it's a good thing i can't see without my glasses or i'd be seriously staring. it was wierd for the first few minutes, and i felt awkward during the gestures, but that's normal. it's an unusually large class. nobody ( Read more... )

the kitten's been found!!! yippee. she was down the street bothering some folks. why didn't she come home? and pink was a bastard to her when i brought her back this afternoon.
i looooove you sarah!
i really really want to see brokeback mountain. really.

my classes on t/th are at 9:30 and 2:30, which is perfect if i end up modeling one of those days, then i can lifeguard the other, but if not, that's a damn huge break. i guess i can lg both days, but that leaves me 1.5 hours still where i've got nothing to do. maybe i could use this time to study.. (ha! ha! ha!) except i really need to, cause my ( Read more... )

watched heathers last night. super exciting, let me tell you. my friend who was in the guard finally got back from iraq on friday, so we drove down to camp shelby saturday and picked him up. i was such a wreck about him when he left and i almost cried when he called to tell me he was back. goodness. anyhow, not much has been happening? i have ( Read more... )

got back last night around 11. the place is an absolute mess. i did leave it that way, but it didn't really sink in how bad it was til i walked in last night. i am cleaning it. i've started working on the bathroom, and the living room's bad. mostly, it's just stuff not put away and the carpet looking dirty, which happens so damn quick it's not ( Read more... )

so, in an hour or so, i'll be on my way to michigan/ohio to visit the family. hopefully back before new years. sarah, when are you passing through? i hope i'm in town.. christmas was last night. microwave, stir fry pan, pot, pants, sweater, 3 shirts. my mother is getting a lot better at selecting clothes i will actually wear. knitting slow. ok. off ( Read more... )

there's a new girl working at uptown, tall and thin with short blond hair. i think i have a crush ( Read more... )

i am almost done with exams. why almost, you ask? well, my friend, i will tell you. see, i have no brain. i wrote my exam schedule down wrong. the exam that was scheduled for 8 am tuesday (vietnam) i wrote down as 8 am thursday. i didn't go to the exam on tuesday, needless to say. thankfully, later that day, i ran into a classmate who informed me ( Read more... )